Thursday, November 22, 2007 ~ 10:26 PM
AKA TURKEY DAY!
You know you've been on forums to much when you use ['s instead of <'s in your blog commands xD
Anyway.
I am lying in my bed, all snuggley-d up, and happy as can be. I'm listening to lovely happy songs, procrastinating cleaning/homework/artwork and just sitting here. It's lovely. It could only be lovelier if all my homework/cleaning/artwork was done and my cat was with me. But both those require getting up. Haha, no, actually, I've cleaned the loo. I just have to clean my bedroom tomorrow mornin'. We're going to KOHLS. 'Cause it's Black Friday. And I'm gonna get clothes :D Well, a few tanktops. But still YOU CAN WEAR THEM.
I am very worried about the future. If I can't figure something out soon, I will have to resort to being a hobo. I just don't know what I want to do -.- And I really want to finish NaNoWriMo this year, but it's the 22nd and I'm behind about, oh, 40k? But IDK. If I write alot? But I have stats D:
Tomorrow I am going to do homework. ALL of my missing work. ALL OF IT. My stats, my am government, my AP Art, my commissions, etc. Then I'm going to clean my bedroom, google colleges, and decide what I want to do in my life. It's going to be a damn productive day. I'm serious.
STOP LAUGHING I'M NOT KIDDING.
Tuesday, November 20, 2007 ~ 1:04 AM
Lolzz. Haven't updated in forever, sorrybum!
ANYWAYZ. Play is over, sadly. The last night was last saturday, the 17th. It went really well, overall. I'm gonna miss it, alot :( Mum is at work tonight, and dad's out of state, so me and linz are home alone. Which is probably why I'm not asleep right now even though I have to get up at 7:30 tomorrow, well, today. At least I can sleep in - since mum doesn't get home till around 8, I'll be missing most of One Act Play. Great track record for me, since I missed school today, well, yesterday, because I was "sick". I mean, I was tired and got up late and since my sister was sick to, mum let me stay home. I love her muchos, el muchos.
I don't have much else to write. Except I need to sleep. Like now kthnx.
Monday, November 5th, 2007 ~ 8:41 PM
I really fucking hate my life right now. I don't even know how how to go into it, or why how crappy it is. Theres so much shit going on with me and my dad and TIFFANY, god, we can't do one THING without her coming along. And arghh, my dad just sulks and is like "She's my best friend!" Best friend my FUCKING ASS he LIKES her and you know what he's only been divorced a few months. I want her to move away, go bother someone elses family. I just, argh, I hate this. She's not part of our family, and I don't want her to be. I hate that I can't talk to my dad, I hate who he's become. He's become someone who's not my dad. Great. I'm crying right now, and I can't stop. He doesn't act the way he used to, and I hate it. I hate the way he acts around her, I hate the way he knows where everything in her house is, I hate how he cleans up after dinner with her like they're fucking married. She's a fucking bitch, I don't care what my dad says, she broke up our family. I see it now and I can't deny it. I love my dad, but whenever she comes up he changes into someone that I hate. Some American bastard who doesn't care about anything but his work and his fucking 30 year old secretary.
And I hate it.
Dinner now. Must go
Sunday, November 4th, 2007 ~ 1:39 AM
Oh. My. God. What is wrong with me? XD Why do I get it into my head that I want to design and code a blog before I go to bed? And It's not like at 8 that I decide this, it's at like, 11 XD. I know blogs arn't exactly the hardest thing to make - theres not a whole lot of pages and fiddley bits involved, but divs hate me and I had to decide between diving the background so it would work on all peoples computers, or saying screw it. I said screw it xD Cause, uhm, it's my blog, so I only really care if it works on my computer size. So if you're reading this and the blue box all this is in is all the way to the right, and the blue stripe is alll the way to the left, that's cause I didn't want to div the background. Hoooorraaaaaay.
But no seriously, I need some sleep. Or something. Or, IDK. I'll be working on this some more, I'm gonna do some sort of online "scrapbook" thing. I'll post music clips, photos, collages, that kinda stuff. I just have to work out the layout in my head. I'll probably get some sort of bulletin board going on the side of the page where I can update with pictures and stuff, and an MP3 player at the bottom. IDK. I'm working on it xD But I'm way to tired right now loool. So one last quick look at subeta and I'm off!
OH. And I'm doing NANOWRIMO :D Yah! I haven't started yet (Badme) but i'm gonna. And yeah. I've wasted a little over three days cause I thought the first was the 31st and jaaa. and, dude, CLOCKS GO BACK YAY :D That means more time for me to sleep in the mornings. Speaking of which, BED. NOW.